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Sure?
I mean I still think you should choke me a little regardless.
But that's normal now! It's in all the magazines.

I will rip open your throat and skullf

Oh no. Oh god. I was trying to figure out a way to write something
You know.
Suitably romantic?
I think it sent before I was done. How do I delete a message

Please just ignore that. I'm not very good at that sort of talk yet

Why wouldn't I choke you? That's just sort of what happens in sex anyway.
I mostly meant
You know. Having to make new holes

She liked it.
So did I a little. It's fierce!

Hey actually I was thinking if I have all these god powers and am a little slowly losing touch with my humanity I might as well just take advantage of that and make a temporary body for Sirin sometimes
If we're doing the sisters thing it's kind of unfair that she doesn't get to walk around on her own?
I guess this is how Seele and Seele must feel...
Anyway have you ever wanted to fuck twins? Or just sisters I guess it depends on if she wants to go with the purple hair fake cat ears or not
Oh we can definitely do sex without making new holes yes

There are two Seeles?

Wait. Not important right now.

I feel like we should probably talk about the losing humanity part? I've been
Well. I haven't been worrying about that, specifically. I don't really know if I count as even having it in the first place.

But also, I feel like just saying "yes" doesn't get across how excited I am about the twins idea.

I mean I've been stuck on the moon for a really long time all alone sometimes I can talk to Mei and play video games with Bronya but I can't interact with anyone else and I cantt go home or everyone will die instantly because I literally cant be near people anymore and now I understand why Finality was so lonely before I became Finality and I feel like im starting to lose perspective on smaller things like when I talked to you after messing with the stellaron all of that was really weird and distant wasnt it

Okay sorry anyway I'll work on it then! I wish Mr. Welt was here so I could ask him how this Reason authority works...

[ there's a good few minutes before the next response comes in. ]

Forget about sex for a second. Do you need someone to just sit with you sometimes?
Or lie down next to you at night?

I started crying when you said that so I think so

Do you want me to come over right now?

If you want to.
Actually I did have something I wanted to ask you
But I should say it in person, so

[ the knock comes about three seconds after the "if you want to."

stelle might have, uh. already been on the way over. sorry about your stupid overeager faerie pup, finality. ]

[ that's fine because she was honestly five seconds from just teleporting stelle over anyway.

which

she does now. welcome to being on the bed and being hugged by a very lonely moon goddess, stelle. ]

Can I come with you on the Astral Express?

Edited 2023-09-18 05:18 (UTC)

[ congratulations, kiana: there's a very confused stelle on your bed, her hand still half-raised to knock. not that it matters once kiana's arms are around her, of course. she relaxes after a moment, dropping her arms and embracing kiana right back. ]

...I want to say yes. [ it's hesitant. she doesn't want to be hesitant. ] But it's not just my decision. It's March, and Dan Heng's... Welt and Himiko, too. And I think they'd all love you, but I'd need to ask first, and...

[ and i don't know if they'd love your sister. stelle hesitates - breathes in, exhales. ]

Would Sirin be able to behave? [ she sounds... a bit disappointed that she even has to ask the question. ] Pom-Pom probably wouldn't be happy with her otherwise.

She...might have problems with Welt and Himeko. Especially Welt.

[ I'll kill that traitor. ]

But! She let Dan Heng hug her. And March is cute enough I don't think she'll have a problem...we're...she's really getting better. She won't ever be...um, what she calls "good". That's why we can't really co-exist, exactly.

But I know that if she can trust people just a little again, she'll be okay. I definitely did mean to ask Dan Heng and March, too. And...I don't know if I'll actually be able to go, anyway. I think I can be around you fine, but outside of this dream...I just leak too much honkai to really be safe for anyone else.

[ she recalls her conversation with senti, earlier. it's really just best if she stays here in this place, isn't it...? ]

But if I can...I'd really want to. Maybe I could just send...a part of myself.

Edited 2023-09-18 05:33 (UTC)

She's not allowed to kill him if she comes along.

[ or call him an insect. ]

...she can call him an insect if he wants. He can deal with it.

[ and the rest of kiana's words... she just listens to. at some point during it, she leans, gently plopping them both down onto their sides on the bed without breaking the hug. ]

If you're safe. If any part of you is safe. Then I want to see if it's possible.

Okay.

[ she curls up against stelle, whining softly. ]

That'd be nice. I don't know when I'll get to see Mei or Bronya again, so...it's nice to not be alone.

[ this is... nice. comforting. she feels like she remembers this sensation, somehow - a time before existence. she reaches up, stroking kiana's hair. ]

Even if you can't come with us... I want to see if I can find a way to visit. Sometimes I'll have to do things for the Nameless, but. I want to see you, too.

[ she remembers what she told sirin. stroking at kiana's hair: ]

Both of you.

[ she nuzzles at stelle's hand, thinking idly to herself. deep in her heart, she knows she won't succeed.

but...mei did. even if just for small amounts of time, even if it's not physically, mei did.

and stelle's proved she's just as capable. so... ]

That'd...be really nice. Even just knowing I might see you after we wake up...that's enough, I think. Haha, you should be careful, though! If you keep coming after my heart like this, Mei-senpai might have competition. She gets jealous real easy, you know! Authority of Conquest and all that.

[ it's half a joke, accompanied by a laugh. then, softly: ]

Ich liebe dich.

Conquest... Sounds scary. I'll be sure not to flirt without buying some armor first.

[ she doesn't understand the words that leave kiana's mouth. not exactly, at least. but she understands the feeling enough. it doesn't matter if it's "i hate you" or "i love you" or "i want to see you break" or "i want to keep you safe." all that matters is that- ]

I do too.

[ and she buries her head into kiana's hair, kissing lightly at the back of her neck - once, for once, not an overture or a tease. ]

[ "scary? I mean yeah, but it's also really hot", she almost says

but for once she manages to restrain herself, just basking in stelle's response. she curls into herself a little, with a quiet sigh. and then - ]

Oh! Sirin has something to say.

"Wings. Horn. Tail. Not large enough to ride, but your new body is adequate. Your Queen is pleased."

Also she's mad I said "ich liebe dich". Apparently we don't love you that much. Coulda fooled me.

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