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[starcinoma]

...it is scary, isn't it?

[ it is scary. the idea that either of them could hurt that trust without a second doubt. the idea that just as stelle could kill sirin, sirin could kill stelle. the idea that if either of them truly vanished, it would hurt even more than that betrayal.

she leans in, presses her lips to sirin's in a gentle kiss. one hand drops down, her thumb coming down to run in gentle circles around her clit. and she finally just murmurs: ]

Love is scary. [ and then, without stopping to think: ] And I love you.

[endtheirworld]

[ she was hoping for some sort of reassurance, and she does maybe find it in the thought that stelle feels the same way. she certainly finds it in the kiss, soft and gentle and warm. and then stelle touches her clit and between that and the emotions filling her chest to bursting and the cock splitting her apart so lovingly she finally lets go. she comes again, wrapping her arms around stelle in a crushing embrace. she bites and kisses through her clothing at her chest and neck and babbles into skin and fabric - "I love you", disjointed and broken and full of trembling apprehensive joy, in every language she knows. ]

[starcinoma]

[ that's the final straw that breaks stelle. her breathing quickens; her grip on sirin tightens, somehow. but even like this, she holds off, asking with a quiet tension in her voice- ]

Is inside okay?

[ inside feels best. inside ties them together; inside floods sirin with her love, her desire, her will to keep living. but inside is rough, cruel, painful nonetheless.

that's the choice she wants to give sirin. she wants her to want it. ]

[endtheirworld]

[ it'd hurt.

it'd hurt so, so much. but there'd also be safety, comfort, closeness. she wants to be with her girlfriend as much as possible, so she wants as much of stelle in her as she can have. it's selfish and self-destructive, just like everything else she does - but for once it's something that will give her happiness that will actually last.

so, her body still trembling, face still tucked against stelle, she nods frantically. ]

Please. Inside. Stelle, please.