[ it's less scary for both of them this time. the first time is always the most frightening, after all. this time, she's actually able to watch as sirin passes on - as confusion and exhaustion and suffocation kick in, but not that intense fear this time. confusion is easier. she doesn't hate the idea of sirin being confused, right now.
she doesn't move from their current position. she quietly browses on her phone, in between moments stroking sirin's hair. when the golden and lavender light begins to shine through, she traces it with a finger, tries to memorize the patterns and where they shine through brightest. when she can see bioluminescence pulse out from the scars on sirin's abdomen, she runs a finger along them - careful, as careful as she can be, to not break them.
this time, she's already holding sirin's wrist by the time she would wake up. already whispering down to her before she has a chance to panic: ]
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she doesn't move from their current position. she quietly browses on her phone, in between moments stroking sirin's hair. when the golden and lavender light begins to shine through, she traces it with a finger, tries to memorize the patterns and where they shine through brightest. when she can see bioluminescence pulse out from the scars on sirin's abdomen, she runs a finger along them - careful, as careful as she can be, to not break them.
this time, she's already holding sirin's wrist by the time she would wake up. already whispering down to her before she has a chance to panic: ]
Shh. Ya tebya lyublyu. I'm here, Sirin.